a short story…
Tomas took a bus across town to see Dr. Mendoza. His sister had told him that Dr. M would know what to do. On the bus Tomas talked to a lady with a sleeping child. Tomas told her that he wished he could sleep at night like the boy. The lady, a native of Guatemala, gave her advice: “You want to sleep like a baby? Add some epazote and menudo to your diet.”
Tomas entered Dr. M’s office. He signed in at the desk and was handed five pages of empty lines and boxes to fill out and to check. The doctor wouldn’t see him until all of the paperwork was complete. The only line that mattered to Tomas: “What brings you in today?”
Tomas wrote his down complaint and handed the five pages over to the receptionist. She told Tomas to have a seat. The crowded waiting room offered only one chair. When he sat down the old man next to Tomas told Tomas that he had been waiting for 45 minutes. In their conversation the man said he had no trouble sleeping at night but that his joints ached in the morning.
The door opened and a blue outfitted nurse called for the old man. “Hi, Mr. Long, how are you today?” The man responded, “I’ve been better.” Fifteen minutes later the nurse called for Tomas. She showed him to an examination room and told him to have a seat. “The doctor will be with you shortly.”
Twenty minutes later Dr. M entered the room. He looked at the chart. Not looking up he asked, “What brings you in today?” Tomas described his lack of sleep as the doctor continued to look at the chart. Without looking up Dr. M said, “I see.” He put the chart down and began his examination.
Dr. M looked in eyes, his ears, his throat. He checked his blood pressure, his reflexes, his heart beat, his lungs and drew some blood. “About this condition of yours, tell me more.”
Tomas explained as best he could. But he couldn’t explain why he wasn’t sleeping. Dr. M tapped the chart with his pen and said, I may have something which can at least help you get to sleep at night. Dr. M prescribed a relaxant and said “Come back in two weeks and I will have your blood work results.” The nurse returned with the prescription and handed Tomas a business card. “Dr. M has a cousin who is an estate planner. He can help you get your house in order.”
“Am I going to die?”, Tomas searched Dr. M’s face.
“No. But you should always be prepared for the unexpected. His cousin should be able to ease your mind.”
Tomas left the room, his shoulders drooping. He didn’t think his condition was terminal but maybe the doctor knew something he didn’t. He decided to pay the cousin a visit that very morning. Preparing for the worst might relieve his condition.
After a phone call Tomas met with the cousin. The cousin said, “Fill out these forms so that I can see your personal financial profile. Include your beneficiaries and your assets.” Tomas spent the next twenty minutes filling out the forms. His only assets were his condo and some cash in the bank. His only beneficiary was his sister Marisa with five children. The cousin explained estate planning and his fee. Tomas accepted the cousin’s terms and signed on the bottom line. The cousin shook his hand and handed him a business card: “A. Mendoza, Funeral Director”. Tomas searched the cousin’s face.
“My brother is a funeral director. He can take of your end of life needs.”
“But, I’m only 37 years old. I told your doctor cousin my condition. This …”
“You never know Tomas …there are things beyond our control. It’s best to be prepared for eventualities.” Tomas stuffed the card into his shirt pocket and left. He was hungry.
On his way back across town, Tomas came across a Chinese restaurant. He went in for some chop suey. When he had finished the waitress cleared the table and returned with a small plate holding a fortune cookie and an almond cookie. Tomas cracked open the fortune cookie. He read it out loud. “You never worry about the future.” Tomas took the business card out of his shirt pocket and held it next to the fortune cookie slip: Rest assured. When You Need Us, We’ll Be There.
The waitress, a slender young Indian woman, returned with the check. She noticed a look of anguish on Tomas’ face. “Is everything OK, sir?”
Tomas looked up. “Um, I have a lot on my mind these days.”
“I find that yoga helps me with stress. They say thatmuch of our stress comes from us being hard on ourselves. I internalize everything. My emotional brain takes over. Yoga helps me connect with my logical brain. Yoga helps me balance the connection between my body and mind. It helps me with depression and anxiety.”
Tomas searched her face. As he did, she wrote the name of her yoga studio, Yoga for Your Life, on the back of a check and handed it to Tomas. Tomas thanked her, paid his bill and left her a handsome tip.
Marisa had invited him to dinner that night. So Tomas decided to take a walk to the park to fill up the time. The midday sun was glaring and hot. The park’s trees would offer some cover.
Tomas crossed the street and walked past the bus stop. As he did he noticed an advert on the back of a bench:
Psychic Cruises. See your psychic landscape from a new perspective. Get on board with your future.
Tomas smiled. No medium would know what his sister knew. She seemed to know everybody’s business.
Tomas walked further and heard a boom box blaring. What he heard sounded like a three-year-old kicking the back of a booth at a restaurant and crying, “I want your bottle”.
Walking into the park he heard, “Till death do us part.” A wedding was taking place in the park’s gazebo.
Beyond, he paused to watch a father helping his son learn to ride a two-wheeler. The father, holding the bike and the boy in balance, said “You can do this.” The father gave a push and yelled, “Peddle, Peddle! You’ve got this!” until the bike wobbled out of control and the boy fell. The father rushed over and picked the boy up. The father searched the boy’s tearful eyes. Would he try again?
The path took him around a small lake. There he saw an old man fishing. He was wearing a wide-brimmed hat. The man sat as still as the water. The scene reminded Tomas of a painting. As Tomas stood there a young girl skipped past him. Her parents followed behind. They smiled in the direction of the girl between words that seemed difficult for the other to hear.
Around another bend the path went along the great lawn of the Pavilion. The afternoon sun bore down on the field. The air was heavy and dense. Across the lawn a boy and girl were running as fast as they could with a kite in tow. As Tomas watched the kite fluttered and stiffened and jerked and snapped and then darted to the ground. They picked it up and ran again. Kites were meant to fly.
At the pavilion there was a rehearsal for the evening production: Shakespeare in the Park Tonight Macbeth.
Tomas sat down under a tree and listened.
Out, out, brief candle! Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and is heard no more. It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.
As he sat there, his eyes became heavy. Lunch was heavy in his stomach. The warm smothering air was like a blanket comforting him. He began to doze off. But reveille sounded. Protestors on the street were shouting. “If we don’t get no justice, you don’t get no peace”. A voice through a loud speaker ask-demanded “What do we want? A fair contract! When do we want it? Now!”
A gaggle of protestors marched down the path near Tomas. They chanted their signs.
We’ve got the crisis fixed! Tax, tax, tax the rich!
Education is a right, not just for the rich and white!
Hold the burgers, hold the fries, we want our wages super-sized!
Climate devastation will not be solved by corporations. That’s BS, get off it. The enemy is profit!
Not the church, not the state, women must decide their fate!
I’m a dreamer You can’t deport ideals!
The sinuous commixture of grievances walked through the park. Did they know? We would all share common ground someday.
Tomas could not see any counter-protestors, only the father and mother who went on quarreling and the little girl who went on skipping and the boy and girl who ran and tugged a kite in tow. Kites were meant to fly.
Tomas got up and looked for the park exit. The pharmacy should be right over there. Maybe I’ll dream tonight, after I take my prescription. That would be ideal!
At the pharmacy Tomas handed the script the doctor had given him over to the pharmacist. He told Tomas it would take fifteen minutes to fill. He could have a seat.
Tomas sat down next to a woman with a walker. She looked him over. “I’ve been here ten minutes already. But I don’t have anything I need to do anyway.”
Tomas nodded and picked up a magazine from the rack next to him. Go healthy and happy! You are what you eat. Fitter, healthier, happier.
Seeing the magazine Tomas was reading, the old woman leaned over. “I eat only organic. I don’t want all those chemicals in my food.”
Tomas nodded politely.
“Ma’am your prescription is ready.” The woman at the counter waved the bag of pills.
The woman got up and Tomas reached over to steady the walker. “Thank you. I wish my grandkids would eat better.”
Making every step count the old woman walked over to the counter. Tomas sat down again. He reached for another magazine on the rack. Achieve Financial Security. Sleep better at Night Knowing Your Financial House is in Order. Opportunity has its Own Door. Knock on it! Success has a price. What are you Willing to Exchange for it?
“Sir, your prescription is ready.” The woman at the counter held up the bag of pills.
Tomas replaced the magazine in the rack. He went over to the counter.
“Have you had these before?” The woman asked.
“No, I haven’t.”
The woman called the pharmacist over to explain their effect.
“These are to help you relax”, he said.
“I have had trouble sleeping at night.”
“Well, then these should take care of that.”
With that Tomas paid for the prescription. He left the counter and walked outside. He decided to call his sister to see if needed to bring anything for dinner that night.
Marisa gave him a list over the phone: avocado, Café Bustelo, and some diapers.
Tomas asked about having menudo. Marisa said it would take too long to make, besides, she said, “I have four children running around driving me crazy.”
Tomas asked a passerby where the nearest grocery was. “Mercado Fresco was two blocks down”, the man with the umbrella said. Rain water was pouring down off the pharmacy awning. Tomas returned into the pharmacy and bought an umbrella. The woman at the counter said, “Nice weather. For ducks that is!” Tomas agreed.
Tomas walked quickly, dodging from one store awnings to the next to escape the wind-driven rain. His shoes were soaked when he entered the grocery. They squeaked when he walked over to the tables of avocados. “Are these organic?” Tomas asked the produce stocker.
The stocker looked the avocados over and said, “They look natural to me.” Tomas picked one out and placed in a plastic bag. He found the Café Bustelo, and some diapers and placed them in his cart. He gathered the ingredients for flan. He headed to the checkout.
At the checkout Tomas there were signs advertising money transfers to Mexico and the Lottery. Standing in line he had time to look over the headlines of the tabloids racked next to him.
Aliens Break their Silence! The Earth Will be Destroyed in Twelve Years! (with photo)
Woman Loses 300 Pounds Eating Only Turnips! (with before and after photos)
Couple divorces and remarries 3X Finds Love! (with photo)
Bigfoot Sighted in Big Boy parking Lot! (with photo)
Doctors tell man wanting to transition a 6th time: Five is the Limit! (with photo)
“Anything else for you, sir?” The woman at the counter asked as she rang up the amount.
“No. Thank you,” Tomas replied. “Do people read those things?” Tomas pointed to the rack.
“Oh, yes! They have all the latest gossip and interesting news. Your sister buys them all the time.”
Taken back, Tomas queried, “You know my sister Marisa?”
“Oh, yes! She called me and said you might come in to buy some things for her. She wanted me to remind you to get diapers. She said you have a mole on your right cheek. An astrologer told me that moles on the right cheek is a sign of a sensitive person who gives a lot of respect to his parents. But the left cheek, not so good for you.”
Tomas thanked the cashier and walked away wondering if she was going to call Marisa. She did!
Outside, the rain had stopped. But a bus drove by splashing him with rain water. Now his pants were soaked, too. He decided to walk the five blocks to Marisa’s. The intermittent sun might dry his clothes. Through the city buildings he could see a segment of a rainbow. Was this a promise of no more rain?
Another bus approached. Tomas ducked into a nearby store’s doorway. There was a sign on the bus: Vote Angel Rodriguez for Alderman He Knows Where You Live.
Tomas smiled. Angel Rodriguez may want to rethink that slogan.
Tomas continue to walk. He passed a book store. The door opened and there was a gust of Jasmine. In the window, next to hanging crystals, there was a poster in the window: Individual and world peace comes from having a mind that is open to everything and attached to nothing.
Another store had a rainbow flag out front. House of Raven Love doesn’t have to be blind. What’s in store for you? Readings, Advice, Predictions, Fill Up Your Psychic Void Restore Your Aura.
A block further. Night & Day Spa & Salon Come as You Are Leave as you See Yourself Revitalize, Rethink, Relax Out with the Old In With the New.
Further down that same block, an army recruiting center. Be All You Can Be. Tee-shirted recruits stood in formation in the alley next to the store front. A Sargent paced and shouted.
The next three blocks were lined with bungalows. There were signs in many of the yards. Vote for so and so and so and so will bring change.
He arrived at Marisa’s bungalow. His nephews and niece greeted him.
Marisa called from the kitchen. “Did you get the diapers?”
“You know I did.” Thomas replied as he walked to the kitchen.
“Enrique, come here. I need to change you. Ahora!”
On the counter were several lottery tickets tucked under a Our Lady of Guadalupe figurine. And a tabloid with a photo of the face of Jesus in naan bread. Tomas set the bags down. Out the window he could see his brother-in-law Agustín in the garage. He was always working on cars. Los Tigres del Norte’s Historias Que Contar blared from the radio.
Marisa came back into the kitchen. “Did you see Dr. M?”
“You know I did.”
“C’mon Tomas. What did he tell you?”
“He said I checked out OK. But my blood pressure was a little high. He prescribed something to help me sleep at night.”
“When was the last time you went to confession Tomas?”
“You mean you didn’t call Father Sanchez to find out?”
“You are impossible.”
“This noise is impossible.” Marisa didn’t hear him.
“Can I turn this off?’ Una familia con suerte. Tomas turned the TV off.
After getting the kids to wash their hands and making Agustín wash his twice, Marisa bought the food to the table. Chicken Enchiladas, refried beans and ensalada. She asked Tomas to give the blessing.
“For this we are about to receive, we give Thee thanks. Amen”
“So, the doctor gave you something to sleep at night. I think a little …” “Agustín!” Marisa stopped him short.
“I brought some flan for dessert, instead.” Tomas replied darting his eyes from Agustín to Marisa and to the kids.
When the meal was over, Marisa made some coffee and brought out the flan. The kids were quiet the next thirty-seconds. Agustín ate and smiled a devilish smile. Marisa ate and stared at him. Tomas ate and avoided both sets of eyes.
The flan gone, the kids were excused from the table. Agustín got up and gave Marisa a kiss. “Sin tu amor
No se que valla a hacer conmigo…”
“I know what will happen to you if you don’t get out of my hair.” Agustín winked at Tomas and returned to the garage singing.
Tomas offered to help with the dishes.
“I heard Father Sanchez is going to Lourdes. He can bring back some water for you, Tomas.”
“I have all the prescriptions I need, Marisa.”
“You need a wife and some kids. At least there will be a reason you won’t get a good night’s sleep.”
Marisa turned from the sink and put her hand on Tomas’ shoulder. “Are you depressed?”
“No. I don’t think so. It’s just that … It’s that there is so much to think about at night that I don’t sleep.”
“Maybe you should talk to a counselor. And look,” Marisa pointed to a flyer on the counter, “Adam Lock is coming to town. He’s a spiritual healer. You should …”
Dishes done, Tomas thanked Marisa for the dinner and said good night. A bus carried him a block from his condo.
At home Tomas clicked on the TV. Soccer. Commercials. News. Commercials. Talk shows. Commercials.
There was a commercial of the same prescription the doctor had given him. A man was tossing and turning in a bed. His wife woke up next to him looking irritated. Then came the benefits and contraindications of taking the prescription. And then the next night the man settles into bed next to his wife. And then, the next morning, he awakes stretching his arms out. He is fully rested. A new day. The sun is shining. The wife is beaming.
Tomas clicked the TV off. He went into the bedroom and put on his pajamas. He swallowed two of his prescribed pills and then settled into bed.
Now, he just had to wait for sleep. Kites were meant to fly. Nothing out of the ordinary.
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